A Blabber

i know this is kinda late for a new year article but i wrote this months ago.

I have been having difficulty sleeping again. My biologic clock was set on a different time zone and it’s like it doesn’t want to go back to its original state. Arrrgh. Hmmmm. Holiday vacation is over and again it’s time to face reality. School. Duties. Requirements. Stress. I didn’t have a proper break by the way. I spent wee hours of night trying to work on my case study. Sigh. Well, I blame that for coming between me and my sleep time.

So, it’s a new year. Year of the rabbit as they say. But I’ve been wondering, what’s with having a new year? When in fact you just go to sleep and then ta-da, wake up again in the morning… for a new day. It’s just another day for your routines. Oh, don’t mind me. I just wondered really nothing more. Coz, it’s not as if when the previous year waves the world adieu, it will be warped into something new or somewhere else. Like into having a greener place, or it’s always holidays or vacations, or it’s raining money, or suddenly all people are rich, or it snows in places where it shouldn’t be, etc, etc. hmmm. Again sorry for me, blabbing all this to you.

I was just trying to say, people just made it. I mean, the year… of having days, weeks and months. And all it does to a person is to remind him that he is in fact wearing out and is being sucked back in to truth that no one will be here forever. It just somehow means change, that as the year unfolds another change is coming and it’s inevitable.

Sigh. I heave a sigh of uhmmm, I don’t know.. but not relief. I have lots of things to attend to. And so I have to cut this short. Just take chances since having a new year means there’s a new beginning and it gives you chance to redo all things, but this time in a more proper and great way.

Au revoir.