Pardon for the lateness due to the lack of connection but i just had to post this.
♥♥♥
I felt the need to pour thoughts out of my system which is
why at this very moment of about 4:10 AM my time of February 6, 2012 I am trying
my best to write.
It’s one of those moments again. It’s pretty unusual for me
to feel like this after quite a while. I think this has something to do with
some chemical and hormone imbalances
I’ve been doing well, really. YES.
And now I seriously do not know what I exactly feel - prolly
inhibiting the thoughts of unhappiness to fill this place again. Maybe you have
noticed that I haven’t posted much here because I don’t know what to post
about. And I have learned a long time ago that I could hardly write something
moving unless I am drowned in tears. I have found that tiny ray of happiness
within me and I have been working on it ever since. Yet, somehow I truly admit…
I couldn’t really write feeling just the usual coz I don’t have the drive to do
so. And writers need that kind of thing to come out with great literary pieces.
Either I should be extremely happy or better yet sad.
This place is my refuge. My confidant. And I miss my self
writing not just some random outbursts I wanted to
shout out loud.
I hope you are hearing me.
Be back soon.
~Antonette
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