At this very moment, I could not
contain how miserable I feel. That feeling when it seems like your mind’s
processing too much all at the same time that you don’t know what to think or
what to do first plus your heart pounds stronger and faster than it normally
does, thus both making it hard to breathe coz you don’t even know if breathing’s
one of the options. You want those feelings to stop but you can’t make them
stop. You have no other choice but to breakdown and bawl in a corner. You want
the tears to stop from falling but your eyes could not hold them anymore so it
has no other option.
I don’t know if I am making any
sense at all.
All i know is that I feel awful. I
am hurting. I have no one to turn to. And I am going nuts.
I wish wiping the tears from my
face would stop me from crying. I couldn’t even understand myself.
I hate this feeling. I feel
helpless.
I feel like I’m drowning. In tears.
Gasping for air.
Gasping for hope.
And I seriously do not know what
to do.
Sigh
*Hugs myself*
