Scribbles: Sulkiness and thoughts

My heart’s pounding like it’s going to rip open my chest walls. *Breathes*

Gosh. I so wish Sirius would hug me right now. 

I am going to blame the weather. The dullness and drizzle are making me melancholic. And listening to this mellow song isn't really helping as I am not definitely relaxing. What is wrong with me? *Facepalm*

I seriously do not know what to do right now. So here I am rattling the keyboard with my random thoughts. I pity the keyboard; I must have slammed it about a hundred times. It would have bit my hand if it only could, so I’d stop banging it like a drum.

I want to lock myself up for the next few days and think. Just me and my thoughts. SRSLY.

I probably really need a time off. I’m trying to be responsible here. I don’t want to be impulsive at this point  because if I would then at this very moment I’ve already made my decision.

I’ve had this thought going on in my mind and it breaks my heart.

I’ve spent more time staring at the computer screen and keyboard so I better cut this short.

T__T