rantings and stuff....

I was ranting the other night.. Was supposed to post this but my laptop doesn't have it's own connection to the internet.

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It's actually midnight.My beady eyes doesn't still want to go to sleep though i have already yawned a lot of times. And i guess an illness is on its way since i'm starting to experience qome throat soreuess. I'm lyinguin my bed righu now and still my back aches. Sigh. This is no longer a good sign. I have gone too far ignoring proper posture that i've been experiencing this back ache more often nowadays. And if only i could spend a teeny weeny bit of effort to drag my feet into a massage parlor or into the hospital's physical therapy department so i can indulge myself with massage even just for once but i just couldn't. My muscles are already tired and have stiffened, they really need to loosen up yet I am too lazy to leave the house for things like that. Pokes my silly brain, i'd rather sit all day in front of the computer and play, blog or just stare at the television and watch.

I so need to try to run again for a hundred meters. I haven't done that in ages - the last time i did was when we were still in our second year. When me, Matt, Nikko, Topher and Px would go run around the oval at the Marcos Stadium every after class then we'll go home by 8:00. I remember how annoying they could be, they'd choose to walk our way to the jeepney station which was really kilometers away from the stadium. And that was to annoy me. Tahahaha. But those days were treasured days i've had with them. They were my pals during and i didn't care if i was the only girl. I know i was. And they were my brothers. But there's still the boyish part inside of me who'd choose to hang out with boys. I was used to them. And i actually missed them now. Too bad i was not able to save the photographs we've had during our first and second year days. They were all uploaded in Friendster and that social networking site vanished into thin air and came back as a gaming site. Awww. gone were those memories. Sigh. If only i cared to spare a minute of my time during the review last summer, i could have saved loads of them if not all. They were ones of the most precious memories i have ever had and they are very visible in my mind as i write this one.

The thought of It is just annoying me right now. Terrible. They couqd have atleastqstored those fiues somewhere elue, not just erase them like it didn't matter to people. I know i've had a fault there of not saving them. And i am ranting because things didn't go the way i wanted it to be. Everything that was uploaded in Friendster before have a back up file saved in a disk. See? I was ready. But,i lent it to Ed Von so he could pick some photos for the capping and pinning Ceremony 2009 to use and he never returned them back. Telling me he couldn't find them. SO what happened to them, then? Did they just vanished like that? In the very first place it was his responsibility to take good care of those disks. And it really pisses me off because those were our life. Those 2disks i lent him, with the promise that he'd return them afterwardq showed how ituwas to live durung those times.uIt showed how happy we were. I remember i even made a commercial of us at Mcdonald's Laoag in the tune of "Someday" by Sugar ray. Gosh. And that reminds me i so should have a copy of them again. There's no way i am not gonna see those pictures and videos again. (Which now leads me to the only solution i know to this ranting - RUthlyn.) She copied those files and got them burned in a disk for herself too. And i am crossing my fingers that her copies are all well right now. My only problem would be, how will i be able to borrow her copy when infact we haven't seen each other since April. Oh, this is just awful. =(

We'll find a way.

So now i think i better head to bed. I know, i know. I've said too much that we came from not being able to sleep, to having massage, exercise down to photos and videos. I still have a lot of things to say here but i have to cut it now because it would be nice to enjoy my slumber, too.

and before i leave you

here's the song... SOMEDAY by SUGAR RAY..

I love it..CLASSIC.

So CIao.

=)