The sales training ended last August 25, 2011 and it ended with a BANG. Ha-ha. I just meant to say we were all CERTIFIED.
So who's on fire? QUEZON. (Pronounced as KEYZON)
Teeeheee.
It was a great privilege for me to be able to undergo such kind of training coz it's my first job and i am still on newbie training. I know i still have to learn a lot of things but with what they have provided me i know it'll be easier for me to adjust. Hmmm, i am wondering how are you doing at your work.
It's weekend. August 27, 2011. And i woke up this morning with a very vivid dream in my head.
I dreamt of you. It was not just you but Gav was there too. I could not actually remember how the dream started and even it's flow all i can remember were scenes from it.
In my dream i got to feel your warmth again that it felt so real. It felt like i was holding you.
You were again trying to sleep leaning on my lap as i put my arms around you just like how we were during the final coaching. And it felt real. Although i wish it was real. Also, i got to hold your face again, just like those days. I was surprised to see Gav though. You know how much i want to meet your nephew. And you know how much i love him even though i haven't seen him yet. Funny part in my dream was that he can already talk. And he was like talking to me and just couldn't stop laughing. He's so adorable, he just kept on repeating the words i say. But the real thing that he said which really made me happy is "Ate Nat". Ha-ha. It's actually funny in my dream how he's talking to me. He's comfortable with me. I even got the chance to carry him around. Which i really wanna do in real life.
But then just like anyother dream it ends, no matter how great and beautiful they are. They're dreams and they show you the desires of your heart. It speaks in dreams.
One last thing...
In my dream, you're not back. You just did those things i mentioned above. But then i gave you one last hug and i am aware in my dream that we're no longer together. That might have been the reason why i didn't cry when i woke up.
Although the feeling stung me again.
You're still wearing that picture.
for a week now.
and at the back of my head i am wondering why.
So i have to end this one now.
See how i made my blog a diary for you. LOL
Ciao.
~Nat
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