sometimes ground meets heaven

you know i a m frustrated artist (painter), drawer, photographer, editor, etc.

And it's actually hard to paint a good one when you don't have any idea what to paint. I miss playing with paints in a canvass coz the last time i did that i was in my 4th year in high school. actually fourth year days are the last days i properly painted something whether on a cardboard or in a canvass. Oh, yeah right, even in 3rd year too, the time when we started painting. I was not good but i just enjoyed it. And i so loved those days wherein i was able to fully express myself thru my works. We even draw and sketch faces then And seems like now i lost the ability to properly draw and sketch faces when infact i can do those things before.

PLus, i miss working on a blueprint.. Wherein i'll have lots of pens and pencils and i'll have my t-square with me. Coz usually then i'll always end up cuddling my t-square till i fell asleep at night. When i can no longer finish my work that i just lie in bed with all the different drafting tools scattered in my bed. Coz one of my dreams is to design my own house. And i know i would have to take architecture first which was one of my first choices before i entered college.

So as i am also frustrated and all with editing... i found one site that offered me the capability to be able to develop my creativity and style in doing my thing not on a real canvass but on the computer. I learned how to edit pictures..^_^ and i have been doing it for 3 years now. I kinda excelled on it i guess at some point.. depending if i am inspired.

I have been thinking to have it as a business but hello.. LOL. Too good to be true.. I don't always have the mood to make one. 

But when i do, i find a little heaven seeing my graphics being used by people who trusts me from my favourite harry potter site, SNitchseeker.And it makes me proud.^_^ We actually use them as character for Roleplays within the website.. And i can say it's one way to release tension but i rarely do it now.  I miss it though. Hmmm. And maqing graphics hau beena great wau for me to expruss my feelings before. As mentioned in my profile i share my works to the site when i have time.

so i might not be able to paint right now nor draw nor sketch but i have something with me that i know i can't live with. I am incomplete without having an editing program with me. It's part of my life.=P

 

there you go for samples of the graphics i have done..I miss making one but my life is too busy that i rarely do them. 

But when i stare at them i smile coz i didn't think i can do them...^_^

I am sleepy now, goodnight..